y0x. decided to blog early today. yea!! exams are over liao. im so free now. today's art paper was alright uh. everything went quite well in the begining of the day. after art exams, rainbow went outing. i was expecting it to be a happy outing, but it didnt seems to go well. the family was like broken into two parts liao lor. wats wrong? where the hell does it goes wrong? everything was alright actually, but why this thing happen? its seems like its my fault. but wait, i've to clarify tt i did NOTHING WRONG ok!! u gerrs was like pushing all the fault on me. I DID NOTHING WRONG OK!! if u all wan to pick a fight with me, go ahead, i don mind. cos let me say the last time. I DID NOTHING WRONG. haiix. ytd i msg him 2 times, and he replied none. why? why? did i do anything wrong? wats wrong with my life! i did nothing wrong all the while and yet everything was like my fault! why whenever there are bad things, it will jus happen in my life. why whenever there are good things, it jus doesnt even ever appear in my life?! frens are like tt, so do him. im really sick and tired of everything in my life! can i jus cut myself and jus see the blood runs down my arm, so tt i can feel the hate and pain leaving my soul? i really feel like doin it! I WAS BORN TO BE THIS WAY. WHY DOES IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE LIKE MY FAULT!!!!
