5 days nvr cum update blog le. these few days was kinda bored. feel so down but i stay on with my smile. cant really rmb where did i go on tues after sku. wed have dance training after sku. went out to eat lunch with May to nearby minimart. hrmmx thurs didnt went to sku. was too tired after my dance training. had slight headache and cramp. ytd went TM with meizhi. we ate sakae sushi. yummy yummy. then went shopping around TM and CS. then today stay at home. so boring. don feel like going out. jus wanna chill myself at home. don blame me for writing too short today cos i don feel quite alright today. i think its time to buck up on my studies le. i fail badly for some of my subjects. and score badly for those which i pass. haix. why ? i think the problem lies on me; myself. from now on i don wan to care whether im leftout by my friends or whether the were concern about me anort. i jus wanna concentrate on my studies and show it to those who look down on me that i can do it. maybe i wont get as good grades as some of my friends. but i definatly have shown great inprovment in myself by the end of the year. if i keep on thinking about realtionships or friendships, it wont make myself to have good results. friends jus cant be trusted. one day they say they likes u, maybe the next day they will be holding a knife chasing after u. who knows rite? they jus keep making me feel sick of myself. those encouraging words from their mouth were jus bullshit. they are not saying ffrom the bottom of their heart. they were jus pretending to be kind. and THATS ALL !! i wont be so stupid to believe friends again.
