complicated feeling with a complicated mind.
and i teared several times this week.
GOSH ! i lost my wallet on mon.
25bucks all GONE !
i wonder who's the stealer .
i cursed that person to get robbed someday.
but of cos it wasnt one of the reasons why i cried.
luckily one of my precious neoprint didnt went missing =D
we've gotten back all our test papers.
i was so disappointed in my english and maths but more on maths.
i really studied. I REALLY STUDIED ! I REALLY STUDIED OK !
i did my revision and a lot of practices during the weekend for like more than 10hrs.
and guess whats the results i got ?
I FAILED ! I FAILED ! I FAILED !
CT1 was suppose to be an easy one but i failed =.=
i failed algebra test, vector test and CT1.
three in a row. i really cnnt take it.
this feeling really SUCKS ok.
english was suppose to be an easy one too.
the passage was freaking easy to understand.
5 out of 33 student passed english.
WTF ?! our sku's standard really sucks ok.
im really afraid of retaining.
i don even dare to think about it !
was kinda pleased with my combined science.
i did pretty well this time round,
but wasnt sure if i could pass my overall as i failed some of my class test.
ss marks was just what i expected.
always write so long yet so little marks.
but this time wasnt as bad as what i did last year.
4 out of 50. power eh? my last year's marks. lol.
went to celebrate ivan's and joseph's bday on wed.
this is the most interesting bday celebration i've ever been to.
and its also the grandest celebration cos it consist of damn lots of ppl.
dennis, jitu, anna, zhuangjie, ivan, joseph, frecneo, kenneth,
yiling, jinzhong, eugene, jermain, pohjun, yaohui and me.
a lot eh ?! lol.
we waited for the two bday boy for like almost an hour.
dua pai sia =X lol.
went to have our dinner at cafe cartel.
gosh. we took the whole strench of table la. lol.
we were first served with some light food followed by the main course.
then we were like complaining that the svc charge and gst were so ex.
gosh. we spend a total of 30+ for gst.
really damn ex ok.
luckily part of the meal was treated by two bday boys.
but we still haven buy them their bday present yet =X
after dinner, we decided not to watch movie.
every bday we went to catch movie so its kinda boring.
we decided to try smthing new.
we went to buy bday cake and went to one of the blocks near my house.
we celebrated it under the block.
then the eating of bday cake was damn disgusting.
we didnt bring our own plate and fork so we ended up using our own hands and grab the bday cake.
we digged into the food using our hands, thou disgusting, yet heart-warming =D
then there's still left with abit of the bday cake.
actually it was specially left for ivan and joseph.
they need if for "FACIAL". lol.
both of them tried running away at first.
ivan was the luckily one. he managed to run faster.
but joseph was the unlucky one.
he was being carried back by four of the guys. lol.
and when he was being carried back, he shouted "HUANG SHANG XIA DAO".
lol. this sentence was damn funny la.
ok then we went to buy some snacks at the nearby petrol station and slack at one of the blocks.
then they suddenly come up with an idea.
they decided to sabo the bday boys with flour.
zhuangjie and jinzhong went to buy the flour which we called it as "LIGHT COKE". lol.
ok then they suddenly attacked them by the back.
gosh. joseph super ke lian.
his eyes cnnt even open. lol.
at first the gurls were kinda happy cos we were not involved in this thingy.
but who knows dennis suddenly attacked me !
my whole neck was stick with flour. lol.
then the gurls began to join in the pouring of flour. lol.
look at joseph. he was so white !
gosh. we mess up the whole place la.
then we saw some residents looking.
we qucikly clean up ourselves but not the place =X and we change the location.
went to the nearest basketball court and slack.
but even before we sat down,
the sky started to turn dark and we began to feel the raindrops.
we then proceed to another block and slack.
took quite a number of lame + funny pic there.
the camera's timer was the most untolerable thing.
we have to pose for a total of 10s before the camera took our photo.
our legs and mouth were like cramp already la. lol.
look at this pic above. its the "qian shou guan ying". lol.
went home kinda early that day cos there was sku on thurs.
on the way home my leg suddenly cramp sia !
luckily dear piggy-back me back ^^
but i don know why im also panting when i was on his back. lol.
reach home 1030 but i still have to finish up my english presentation.
gosh. was super tired =.=
today? i've no comments on it.
all i know is RUMOUR KILLS.
and it seriously kills ok.
for this little rumour can cause a friendship to be broken.
saw dennis's nick today. he wrote : do friendship really last ?
i've wondered that to myself too.
i've lots and lots of unanswered questions in my mind.
so many questions, yet so little answers =/
my parents were damn freaking childish.
whenever either one of them loses when quarrelling,
they would threaten the other one to have a divorce.
all they know how to say was divorce, divorce, divorce.
but the problem is none of it really happen.
how i wish it really happen so i wont get to hear those fucking childish things anymore.
dear was like so cold to me, and i was cold to him too.
we werent on good terms on some of the days.
and thats the reason why i teared.
of cos partially was becos of my exam results too.
this kind of life is really killing me.
can anybody tell me :
what can a child do with a penknife ?
how much damage can a penknife do ?
and whats the consequences of damaging with a penknife ?
